Learning To Breathe

Big Step

Jaja took a big step last weekend (Saturday, June 9) by getting engaged ! on her birthday!! She’s the first of Wengurls to have the title of ‘tunangan org’ =) Very very happy for u girl. Here are the pics:

Sha and I spent the night at Jaja’s house so that the day after we can attend Kak Timi’s (Diha’s sis) wedding at Wisma Sejarah, KL. I really like the wedding’s colours combination, Diha looked great in her theme-colour-dress. See the pics below:

Cactus Flower

Ayuni gave me this one cute little cactus 2 weeks ago. I put it on my office desk. The cactus flower is blooming…watching the process is like the opening up of an individual heart and the expansion of a world of creativity… ecece metafora lebey2 lak

Big Girls Don't Cry

I must admit I really like this song...
Simply beautiful. Very different from her fergalicious way

Fergie - Big Girls Don't Cry

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me, now
You're probably on your flight back to your hometown
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
Be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry

The path that I'm walking, I must go alone
I must take the baby steps till I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I forsee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like a little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and UNO cards
I'll be your best friend
And you'll be mine, valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'cause I wanna hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself in center, clarity, peace, serenity yeah

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We got some straightening out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've gotta get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, Don't cry, Don't cry
da da da da da da

Things are so much simpler when you're a child. But personal journey is necessary to avoid the hurt of a sweet love becoming destroyed. If you are really lucky, the prize is that you get to find that person again after resolution, and feel the value of the rarest thing... perfect love.. *aaahh~ jiwang sket

Eventful Holiday

Day 1 – To Make a Memory…

He arrived in Kuantan very early in the morning. It’s been about a year + a month since we last met. Indescribable how much we have changed and separated in life but together we’re still the same. A record’s created today - the longest time we ever spent together. We supposedly go direct to Alor Star, but my dad wanted me to get back to Seremban for a while to settle things regarding my new car. So yes, he ended up meeting my whole family (for the 1^st time), not such a big surprise though bcoz he’s a long-established story to the family. At 6++ pm, we continued our journey and arrived at Alor Star around 1 am. Then, Nana accompanied me to send him home. Nana met him after 9 years xjumpe even though they live in the same town, it’s funny to witness their jejak~kasih hahaha, byk cte kuar. His house’s still the way I remembered it few years back. Such a memorable day. Up till now, some words still remain unsaid between us. In this scenario, nobody wins.

Day 2 – Penang Here We Come!

Woke up late. Ate breakfast and watched TV with Nana. We don’t have any specific plan for the day. Spontaneously we said yes when Alan invited us to join him and his cousin on a day trip to Penang. We went to Queensbay Mall with an objective to watch POC but then watched ‘Blades of Glory’ instead. No regrets watching ‘Blades of Glory’ bcoz it really makes us laugh, L-O-U-D-ly ;p. After that, we’re set to dine at one hotspot called ‘Padang Kota’. We spent round and round in Penang town, sesat2 finding the place. Lawak btol. Finally we found Jln Padang Kota Lama and waste no time to indulge our stomach with authentic Penang cuisines. We’re back to Alor Star by 2 am.

Day 3 – Girls Day Out, Boys Dine Out

Woke up late again. Nana woke up much early than me. We took quite some time to plan for the day. At 3 pm (hehe late till 4 pm), we picked up Siti Jamilah and Imi at their house. The four of us went to City Plaza and Alor Star Mall, chatting + walking around, swapping hot stories, very interesting. Both Siti and Imi actually sempat shopping lagi ish ish. By 7++ pm we’re out of the mall.

From Siti’s house, Nana and I went straight to his house. We’re going to have seafood dinner at Kuala Perlis together with him and his friend, Jan. Parked my car at his house and he drove all of us there. The place’s packed with people, maybe bcoz of the school holiday, we didn’t manage to get hot seat kat tepi laut. All in all - good food, good location and good mates. Back to his house, simple goodbye, he asked me to give a call when I’m about to go back tomorrow.

Day 4 – Bye for Now

Lunch with Nana and watched ‘Tentang Bulan’. Big thanks to Nana and her family for the warm hospitality =). I really enjoyed spending time with her. After Solat Jumaat, Alan picked me up at Nana’s house. Went to Pekan Rabu to buy my ikan pekasam. Then we headed to his Tok’s house at Kuala Kedah. Had another lunch there. They’re all friendly and welcoming. Played congkak with Yun, I lost the game. Around 4++ pm, Alan and me betolak balik. Byk gile dpt stok mknn. Arrived at Seremban around 12++ am. Thank you very much Alan for driving me back.

P/S - In the car, I called him and said my thanks & goodbye, he said just call him if there’s anything (I trust him on that).

Day 5 – Girls Dine Out

I called Sha at noon to meet up with her. She informed that we are actually having early dinner plan at The Curve Damansara today. At 3.30 pm, Sha picked me up, and then we stopped by Noran’s house in Serdang for a while, Jaja’s already there. I got my two kain kebaya Bandung from Noran, me likey~ thanks Noran! Then gi The Curve, met another 2 dolls – Fina and Fira. The six of us lepaking at Kenny Rogers, catching up as usual. Got present from Fina, thanks for the new shoes, luv it. Till I see the girls again this weekend muah muahhs – Congrats again and again to Jaja on her engagement this Saturday 9^th June! We’ll be there.

Day 6 – Holiday Ended

Went back to Kuantan with brand new car. Cuti abesdaa =( isk isk. Keje di office menanti *sigh *sigh *sigh…

Haihh panjangnye post ni, makin lame makin pendek sbb x larat dah