I can smell it… erkk…gulp, danger! danger!

Benda kecik jek but if don’t control it nanti lama2 jadi kusut, serabut!

I said “No” to the much awaited first date from mrPhotographer yg kiut itu (adoiii). Why? Kerana rupa2nya ada cemburu seseorg yg perlu kujaga. Seseorg itu is in the process of turning into a man. Aku faham mungkin darah mudanya masih panas. Tapi kuturutkan jua kerana ada logik disebalik cemburunya itu.

Inadvertently, aku tergoncang. It reminded me I’m getting old; it reminded me how far I am from the girl I used to be. I am reminded to choose trust over hesitation. It’s a give and take business, remember? Maybe this is what I need to make me a better woman to myself and others. Begitu tebal selfishness beraja sekian lama, lupuskanlah. For him, biarlah dipupuk lembut minda lelakinya itu. Because most men nowadays are liat, heartless, cuma ada superficial charm (to be fair I use the ‘most’ word kan, not ‘all’). I don’t want him to turn into those creeps. I walked a thousand miles to find myself and walked a million more to find what those shit means.

I believe in honesty. Then be strong and true. Aku juga mau kawen. Nak anak before 30. Yeah, I naturally have an urge for human reproduction, so what.

My mom turns 49, love her always, happy birthday mak, muuaahhh!

Hey, convocations week – congrats! to my bro Syafique (dia lg terer dari aku, 1st class honors, uish gilak), mrArchi (he’s a man’s man) and kepen (lama sudah x berregular update)

Don’t take statements in this post far too seriously - I just got my period huhu